Moments worth living!

 

There are moments i have in the day where i wish the world would stop spinning. Moments i want the time to stop, i want the moment to freeze forever. i never want to have to worry about what assignments are due the next day, or what i have to get done the next day. Most of these times i want this is when i'm with my friends, when we are goofing off and having adventures. That's what i want my life to be full of! ADVENTURE! i don't want to have to worry about the next day, i want to live everyday like its my last! now i know people say that and don't actually do anything but not me! im really gonna try! and im not gonna go all crazy and do sky diving or something outrageous! i just think each day should be lived! to the max! no drama! no disappointment! no one man for me stuff till im in college! high school is about having fun and making new friends that someday if you end up going to the same college you can share textbooks and food with! i intend to make my high school experience the best! no regrets, and especially no lazy days. The only way i am going to be able to do this is by being social! i see so many of my friends with new friends and am saddened, not by their friends! but by the fact that they are brave enough to have more friends. i have made friends, yes but i haven't made best friends, people i can tell stories to that wont get annoyed or wont be waiting for the end to come as i tell it.

NEW GOAL:
---> say hello to five new people each day <---

A new day, that's what is waiting for me! a new day to bring my happiness to someone who needs it. a new day to receive happiness! people say life is short, so why live it complaining?! that's something i have a problem with! i don't know when to shut my trap! but that's what the new day is for! it's for fixing mistakes. asking forgiveness,.acting like a doof in front of people. A new say is for making other people happy. All i want is to make people smile! to make myself smile! i cant do much more than that.

 

im tired of being tired of a boring day! its up to me to make myself happy! happiness is based on attitude and perspective. If you're unhappy, maybe you're the problem. But that just means that you can fix it. i am going to choose to be happy and so can you!

i have a couple confessions i feel i should admit

1.) i have an obsession with ankle socks and high top shoes. Also Christmas sweaters.
2.) i hate getting ready for the day. its just a hassle! if i could wear sweats to school everyday i would without a doubt!
3.) i have no clue what i want...in anything...relationships, a Christmas list, even on a subway sandwich.
4.) i watch Vampire Diaries and am not ashamed of it
5.) When the phone rings and my parents aren't home i don't answer it out of fear it will be some murder on the other line.
6.) Also clowns terrify me to the point i could cry myself to sleep.


p.s. i saw the hobbit! and my mind is blown! such a good movie!!

And on that note,
Bye.

Hey there!

Hola!

My name is Hayley! i am new to the whole blogging bidness! (i also dont capitalize my i's) My best friend..lets call her Lizard! ;) told me about blogging and got me addicted! which brings me to my first awesome story!

My best friend Lizard:

Rewind 3 years ago, my parents call one of those "family meetings" where you just know someones getting a secret lecture your parents try to disguise as a "message for all of us". Praying it wasnt me this time i sat down and waited. My parents look at all of us with serious faces, the first words i hear out of my dad's mouth is "We are moving". That was the hard year, i had to go the school year knowing i wouldnt see any of my friends again after that year, but yada yada... (dont need details!)... and when the year ended we were off to our new home!

Lizard was my first friend there! i knew right away we were gonna be crazy, weird, dorky friends! Ever since she said "what was your name again?" i completely forgot all the pain i was feeling from the friends i had moved away from! it was like she and i were always meant to be friends!

Since then i have been in many situation with Lizard where it has become more and more visible that she is my best friend! i havent laughed as hard as i do when im with her!! So many funny moments like dressing up as batman and bain and having a "duel" hahaha or when we taped our shirts to look like tron outfits and used the wii stearing wheels as our disks to battle each other! Or doorbell ditched cakes and cookies to boy's houses! (one of my favorite moments!)

We are certainly strange people but the best part is we dont care!! i could run around screaming "i love you!!!!" in our high school and she wouldnt care...for about a second at least then tackle me to the ground! ;)

Speaking of high school! isnt it just great?! all the assignments, homework, test, and social awkwardness?! ba da ba ba baaa! IM LOVIN IT ;) one thing i am a master at is being a dork!! i havent gone a class period without being looked at like i was some monkey that escaped the zoo! and im totally fine with it! thats probably a bad thing but its just me :)

 my moto is "IF IT'S STUPID...ITS STUPID!"

Thats just how i roll! going with the flow! but yet when it comes to boys....im as clumbsy as ever! i'm just not as smooth as granite with dem fellas! 

Especially one in particular! ...cant seem to remember things when he is around! i think its cause im blonde!! a very BIG blonde!!

This is all for another time! so stay tuned!!

Dont let the bed bugs bite!
                                    Hayley!