a girl and her giraffe dreams

Guess what. I have a special place in my heart for giraffes because they kissed my hands one time. 

It was love at first lick. 

I almost kidnapped one but there were too many witnesses. One day...one day this dream will come true. 

My friend here looks like a giraffe. Enjoy the adorableness in this. 

I'll just be day dreaming about giraffes now. K bye. 

Till next time lollipop. 

BeeCUZ who doesn't like randomness?

One time I got hit by a car. Crazy right? Cool story bro. 

Bad luck tho.

Luckily I had someone to help me when it happened. If I didn't i probably would have bawled like a baby for hours just sitting there. Even tho I kinda did that when I finally got in my car. It's actually pretty funny how things turn out. Like how my luck is crazy unpradictable like a druggie trying to remember where he placed his last fix. 

Bad comparison I know. 

>I got encircled in a giant hug by three gems when I was having a pretty bad day. 

> I'm googling questions to ask someone who is high from getting their wisdom teeth out. 

>I am confident I promise...just not as much on the inside than as the outside. 

> Lets play a really funny prank that you mail me Polaroid film. Yeah? K kool.  

>a dear friend gave me flowers and a note today and I just about cried. 

> Seriously tho. I'd kiss the person that helped me out with my Polaroid film absence. 

>I can feel a permanent heart beat in my knee. 

>I'd rather blog than focus in class. Which I'm kind of doing...whoops 

>if anyone has a piece of old dark wood I could use to paint on thad be rad. 

> mah sista TSwift's song "the last time" probably touches my heart more than it should 

> it scares me to the point of nightmares that in 8 months my adult life starts to begin.

> This wizard is just not prepared for the muggle world. 

> Feb 19th seriously couldn't come any faster. 

>I really like talking to you. 

>I'm going to be the dopest aunt there ever was. 

thanks for tuning in. 

list list list list

Here's a picture cause i don't know why, and I'm blogging. Kool people are blogging in lists these days, so I'm going to too cause I want to be kool when I grow up 

~ Sometimes I scare myself how creepy I can be.

~ Yes I like that boy next door, so sue me if that sounds disgustingly cheesy. 

~I hardly eat the lunch my dad makes me...that's such a mean daughter thing to do. 

~ One time there was this girl who had friends but didn't have friends. Ya know what I mean? The end. 

~ I really like that sound when it's completely silent then you laugh super loud, almost disruptive like. 

~ I hate physics w/ tech because my teacher has no soul and makes fun of anyone about anything. He should be fired for that right??

~ my vocabulary is weird...kool, awesom possum, goober, turd...

~ The only thing keeping me back from escaping to Europe is school....and money of course. stupid money.

~ Sometimes I think I am the funniest person and laugh at jokes I haven't even said outloud. 

~ I really want my best friend back like how it used to be. 

~ I don't really see what all the excitement for the Olympics is about?

~ Yeah I still have no clue. 

~ I was dumb enough to get hit by a car, now tell me there isn't a blonde joke in that waiting for me. 

~ I really love painting. But I have absolutely no talent. 

~ I secretly want to go ice skating but we all know the embarrassment that would come from that would be too much to bare. 

~ Knock knock. 

~ This knee injury has really messed with my sleeping schedule to the point that I don't even look acceptable when I leave to school anymore...  

~ Is it bad I love being the only child at home? I still love my brothers, for the most part ;) 

~ So how 'bout we do something spontanious? Yeah? Okay awesome possum. 

~ Pookeybear is a funny pet name to call someone. But hey whateva floats ya boat. 

~ This list is getting too long...but I really like sharing things. 

~Mama's gonna get her mint chocolate brownie 

~ Once upon a time this boy made this girl laugh really hard she badly didn't want to leave without a kiss. 

~ I should make my own words up! Hungfillerpit: when you have an insperation to invent new words. (Sounds German)

~ Roses are red....valentines day is this week! Woah! 

~ Okay I should end it here before we get really weird or let things slip that shouldn't, Sunday blogging does that to me. 

thanks for watching. 

ps. there's a slight chance this whole post was a waste of your time but that sounds like a personal problem. 

Besties

These are my bestest friends. The only people that really know how to handle the weird things I do. I don't know what I'd do if I didnt have them 

I never know these days. The stresses push me down little by little each day. And I get lucky enough to catch a break, but just how Miley Cyrus puts it, it comes back in like a wrecking ball and I'm on the ground again. All I have to do is get back on my feet, but sometimes I need help with that. My clumsy feet don't seem to work the way I want them to when I need them to.  

I guess all I'm trying to say is my heart is beating hard, my eyes are looking at the night sky and it's sparkling lights, and I'm waiting for something to happen. Because any second I could fall asleep in your blue waterfall eyes. 

Life keeps moving and it keeps moving fast. But that's exactly why it's so important to just keep living. Take life one breath at a time and never be too afraid to try something new or go on a wild adventure. 

waiting for something to happen

//This past week I have been home all alone. It has really shown me how much I depend on my parents for support, food, and love. Plus every creek and noise gets me scared to death! 

//I finally got to meet a real decent lad, and this one I really want to get to know. But I don't think it's going to really happen. Just because nothing seems to go right when a boy is involved. And with this one it kinda seems like I'm not playing the whole "hard to get" card so good...I think I'm actually creepin him out! Oh well...what's wrong with going out on a limb? 

//I am falling deeply in love with country music! Each song has it's own story to tell and I love hearing them. Just like when we would listen to our moms tell us bed time stories with focused eyes and big listening ears. 

//I miss my brother. Too much that if I think about him sometimes it's hard to breath normally and keep from leaking. 

//Summer is coming to an end. And I have said goodbye to too many people already I don't want to see anymore leave. But if it's The Lord's way then it's the right way. I only allow myself to have one hope, and it's that this next year I will meet more people. Fill in the missing pieces of my heart with new ones, even though I know the pieces won't fit like they used to I pray it will all mend with time. 

I feel a sort of numbness whenever I think about him and how he ran away. I guess it's how I keep it together and make it to tomorrow.